I have a serious crush on you
I couldn’t sleep last night because all there were
Were thoughts of you .. the future ..
My future & you in it …
warm summer days & your tatted arms
Wrapped around me
forehead kisses
& holding hands ….
oh .. I remember this feeling ..
the feeling of blissful opportunity
an optimistic dive into the unknown ..
this is the moment
when r&b re-enters my life
when Case’s [happily ever after]
all of a sudden …. makes sense
when Erykah Badu’s [love of my life]
relates 2 me more than just a metaphor 4 my love of music
this is the moment when …
SHIT BECOMES REAL
& you’ve inspired the little girl in me
2 dress up in over-sized heels & play wedding & house
the grown up me
lays in the bed & blasts music
& stares at the ceiling with a smile on my face
the meaning of giddy is 2 surreal 2 me
laying in the bed & cuddling is happiest place 2 me now
I inadvertently became the girl who
places her hand gently over her mouth
& giggles because you grabbed me from behind
& placed a kiss on the side of my neck
IN PUBLIC
the rush from public affection …
I should learn 2 be more reserved
but the butterflies in my stomach
make me run & jump & bounce off of walls
what are you doing 2 me ?
ooh .. but what more do I want you 2 do ..
my vivid imagine runs wild with you
from the intense sex we had the other night in my mind
it took place in back of your car
with the halo lights on …
& the random date nights
that ended with long goodnight kisses
& the imaginary intense moment
where we came together
sweating & panting & kissing & grabbing
where the night ended in a session of pure belly laughs
because it was just as amazing as we always thought it would be
what are you doing 2 me ?